fine call me petty.

what i can't stand about the whole thing is i don't sense a single bit of the other party being apologetic. and this is after I had already made the point to apologize. so if when someone says she's sorry, then the other person says "i don't want to argue about this anymore", how is the 1st person going to feel?

right now my answer is: F*** YOU. that's it. if you don't have the courtesy or even respect to apologize even when you don't feel like it, you are just plain blardy rude. which was the freakin issue that started this whole thing off in the 1st place.

even worse. you reply 2 whole days later to an apology saying "i don't want to argue anymore." so whatever feelings that were already calmed down just got ruffled again.

what the hell man.

# posted by Shan at 8:25 PM
 

oh wowie. am impressed by the xiaobei-erqi breakup scene. has to be the most sincere piece of acting i've seen in a while. awwwww~ erqi, poor baby. hahah. but yes, am thoroughly impressed by shaowei's crying skills.

huhhhh. stopit. why they insist on stabbing erqi's heart n keep twisting n stabbing repeatedly? erqiiiiiii...

hahahah. i sound so retarded.

# posted by Shan at 2:02 AM
 

just watched the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy and a moment to remember. h2g2 was uh, i think the book is better. and will kino please restock the 3rd book so i can finish the whole series.

a moment to remember is this korean flick otherwise known as 《我脑海中的橡皮擦》. thinking back now, the plot is a little disjointed. but the 2 leads (son ye-jin & jung woo-sung) are so sweet together, that ok, during the super sad parts i bawled my eyes out. hahahahhahah~ that was pretty fun, i can't recall the last movie that made me do that.

okie sleepy le, going to sleep :)

oh yah. jolin's dancing diva is good. and she is hot. go buy go buy.

# posted by Shan at 3:45 AM
 

futility is more tragic than tragedy. watch crash.

# posted by Shan at 4:52 AM
 

hmm. why is there a hoo-hah over the fact that li ao called singaporeans stupid? well i mean ok, yes i understand pple would feel indignant if someone called you stupid. and of course i can immediately think of a hundred counter-examples to his reasons for making such a statement, at the same time throwing back a few insults. but oh well, my better sense of judgement and national pride tells me: whatever. what do i care about what a cranky old man says about us. does he matter in our lives? not really. i'm not going to stoop to his level and argue with him. moreover you can't blame pple for being ignorant la huh, even when they have lived for like more than half a century already. so there.

Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me.

am addicted to The Wicked. is really wicked. pple who are too free please go and play. already tried to lure pple into this trap today so that they can help in level 36 (which i eventually solved only just now after 3 days and 44 forum pages. sigh~). now, stuck again at 38. ahhahahahahahhahahahahah~ no more forum. am going to go mad.

# posted by Shan at 12:46 AM
 

haha. minor panic attack. sometimes i really think my laptop is out to get me. but anyway, effects of the slight adrenaline rush already gone and am feeling super tired. need to sleep or else will end up taking cab and wasting $ again tmr morning. *yawn*

am missing panic park and karaoke. *maniacal laughter*

# posted by Shan at 2:01 AM
 

wah i luurrrveee the GPF '02 St. Petersburg 300! it has to be the singular best performance ever. loves it :) i actually think that choreography-wise, St. Pete's the best put together program, although i do prefer the Scheherazade-ish music of Tribute to Nijinsky. The Godfather is nice too, but pple don't seem to get it. why huh, i think it's everything it needs to be: clean and efficient. probably needs more passion and energy, but it works for me. same for Tosca. pple don't get it, but i think the choreography suits the music fine. ok, some pple might argue that the choreography is non-existent. but my point of view is, it's not so much the character that is portrayed, but the mood and emotions the program evokes. i feel what the music says, so it works.

anyway, i keep hearing commentators saying they don't really like the style of plushenko. *frown* well i'm not a fan of the styles of the other skaters. yagudin for example, meaning joubert as well. it's too choppy la, i can't stand it. i obviously prefer plushy's, haha, it's just more... fluid. johnny weir's kinda similar. i thought his SP The Swan at torino was fantastic btw. but my point is, when i'm watching these pple skate, the best impression they can leave me with is that everything they do is effortless, like they don't have to put much thought into it. so the key is fluidity! which like, 90% of the skaters out there are incapable of.

just a few more random thoughts: ulyana is much prettier than maria la. stephane lambiel needs to burn his zebra costume. brian joubert similarly needs to pluck the 007 off the back of his SP costume. evan lysacek needs to put on weight. emannuel sandhu has the best looking quad toe-triple toe, but cmi for practically everything else. and finally plushenko seriously needs to fire his hair stylist, or start using one. i suppose the current cut is the best in the past, say 4-5 years? but yeah, could always do with some improvement.

# posted by Shan at 5:34 AM